Patient

Patient, I hear this word from the Lord all the time.  Mostly because I dont have a single ounce of patience in me.  Lately its been on my mind more and more.  With this revelation that I need to make some changes, kinda major ones, like my career.  I have NO CLUE what I am going to do....Anyways I decided to look up the definition on patient

Patient:
1.bearing pains or trials without complaint
2.not hasty or impetuous
3.steadfast despite opposition, difficulty, and adversity

I like all three of these definitions, I feel like they totally apply to me right now.  To the crossroads my life is at.... I feel so frustrated with people right now.  I hate being disappointed but it seems inevitable.  But I have been told to be patient and wait...so thats what im doing waiting, and attempting to be patient...so..

Thats the answer im looking for...what am i waiting for? and is it worth the wait?  I promise to be obeidiant, but it would be nice to know what all the waiting is about....lol as if im going to get that answer, well it was worth a try :D