Wanting vs Needing???

     Have you ever wanted something so bad that just thinking about it makes your heart hurt??? Well there are a few things that Im feeling that way about currently.  This is frustrating for me because I always say " I know what I want...and I always get what I want"  I live by this!  I know that whatever I put my mind to I can attain, whatever it may be.  Some of the things I want though are not totally in my hands, I can do all I can to be prepared but really its not in my hands, THAT is so frustrating for me and my biggest challenge.  I always set goals to help me achieve whatever it is that I want.  I always focus on the end result but lately I feel like I need to focus on the journey of achieving my goals.  So thats what Im going to try to do.  Here it goes!

First off heres a list of what I currently want the most:

•  A black 1500 HD crew cab chevy silverado
• A white teacup poodle
• A touchscreen phone
• To run the entire Bisbee 1000
• A (sweet gentleman but steamy hot) boyfriend (yes I admit it) 

So how am I going to achieve these things??? Its easier said than done but heres my plan for each:

To get my baby <<<

I need to make at least another year of my stupid car payments while saving cash at the same time, which means I NEED to make sure Im working ALOT

I NEED to pay off my credit cards, which wont take me long if I really budget and crunch down!

To get this sweet thang <<<

My mom has promised to let me get a puppy on one condition...I lose 40 lbs! So what am I going to do sure as heaven lose 40lbs!!! and Im going to knock out my BISBEE 1000 goal at the same time.  Im only allowing myself 800 calories a day (well im trying).  Im also training in the gym, running, stair climber, elliptical.  When it cools off im going to start running bleachers so I can be ready! I am determined.  Ive already made up my mind thats what I want and Im going to get it.

        Call me up<<<

I want this cute little touchscreen, but since I recently changed my plan I have to pay full price for the darn thing :(

So I gotta save up for a bit which is fine I just havent been doing it and I need to!

 

OOOOOK, Its summer time :D and I love it ! AND I truly enjoy being single and dating different guys,BUT I want a fairytale right out of a book, summer crazy fling.  Im sure it sounds retarded but I dont care. Heaven knows Im not ready for anything serious which is soooooooooo not what I want.  But i think it would be fun to have someone all to myself just for the summer :D  Someone to be there,and laugh with and dance in the car with, and smooch 'em whenever I want to. 

BUT like I said this is more of a 2 sided thing lol, so I guess for now Ill stick with watching the cheesy summer love chick flicks.

Anywhos I think Im gonna start keep track of my progress towards these goals here the blog :D so keep checking in for updates!!!