What the whodewho????

How am I ALREADY 23???? When did this happen??? Where have I been???? I've spent the last MONTH thinking this over and over and having my moments where I hide somewhere and break down in tears, because Im pathetic. I know to the rest of the world im still "young" and I still feel that way, I just am realizing that the things I truly want, Im not close to having soooooooooooooooo I NEED TO MAKE SOME CHA CHA CHANGES!!! I keep having the thought to start running and preparing for the BISBEE1000 in Ocotober, So I think thats going to be my new focus right now, Im going to get lost in it and soak up all the workouts and sun I can to be ready for it! Also I cant stand not being in school ANYMORE!!! So this fall my goal is to get started!!! Im also determined to FINISH the Work and the Glory Series of books! So I've got my goals and I need to make this bday year the best that I can. I need to remember that I can control myself and my choices, and to stop living for "what could happen" and just live for what I can make happen :D