Thinking....

Soooooo,
   I usually have thoughts bouncing through my head, and they jump from one thing to the next, and im starting to wonder if maybe I should start writing it all down so I can remember what the who I was trying to focus on. So I'm gonna try to get it all out now...

• not being in school...where to go from here
• loving my callings
• people and their ridiculous drama(seriously get OVER it)
• people I've been missing
• new amzing friends ( who are literally answers to my prayers)
• Bisbee 1000
• crossing that finish line
• deciding what I REALLY want from life...what are MY dreams?
• wishing that some boy would prove me wrong
• where this life is taking me
• forgiving myself
• I need to register for institute
• how EPIC my family is

Alots been on my mind, especially the part about my own dreams,I know I want to get married, I know I want it to be forever ( but I feel that im so not worthy of that) I know I want a house full of kids running around. I know the kind of man I want to be with forever, but I cant seem to find someone with all the qualities im looking for, but I have NO CLUE what I want to do for work the rest of my life....ugh its so frustrating!